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| Okayy so I've decided to do something different. :P I am going to post my own stuff. Some of it are songs, or just quotes. Nothing's really done, it's just stuff I write when I have an idea. But yeah anyways, please please please give me credit if you use anything. Just put credit to just_another_spotlight_tragedy, and I'll be happy with that. :P
And tell me what you guys think. :P hehe
1.
I'm confused
Don't know what to do
All these thoughts inside
I just wanted to hide
Would you please shut up and tell me I mean something to you.
Don't lie to me, I know you still care.
I'm tired of all this confusion.
You prove to me that you still care
By the things you do.
So who are you trying to fool?
Maybe just yourself
You're obviously in denial
Everyone can see it except for you
I don't know what to do,
Maybe I should just get over you.
I don't want to lose you as a friend
But I want to get over you.
How am I supposed to do both
Without hurting myself.
It feels like we never broke up.
Is this just how I feel
Or do you feel it too?
Can we just stop all this mess?
And confess
What's really going on inside our heads.
Or would that be too real for you?
To tell me how you feel?
About me now.
You said forever but does forever really exist?
You said forever but then you left.
I thought this would last but I guess I was wrong.
You proved that you were just like other guys all along.
Sure you may be nice, but you still broke my heart.
You can say you're sorry a million times,
But that still won't change the fact that my heart is broken.
(About my ex, when he was being dumb and confusing. :P )
2.
You say I'm not your type, and you jump from girl to girl.
Well clearly, that's right, because you go for sluts.
Mr pretty boy, thinking you're all that.
Please, you're nothing special.
Just a pretty face with an asshole attitude.
Get over yourself.
You're just gonna be a farmer for the rest of your life.
So you date girls for three days and that's it.
Wow, you know you're cool when.
Must do stuff with em, then dump em.
Yeah, you're a real cool dude.
Have fun with your crops.
How bout you grab a mop.
To clean all your bullshit off the floor.
Cause I ain't buying it no more.
Of course I miss you
But I sure as hell love to diss you
Way to make a girl feel special
Then let her go
(About a guy I was seeing back in May. The first line is actually what he said when he told my friend to dump me for him.)
3.
It's nights like these when I miss him a lot.
When I need advice, and am stuck in a knot.
His friends sign on, and it hurts to talk,
Remembering that they're all I've got.
To remind me of him, to help me out.
But it's not the same, they're not like him.
I can't talk to them the way I talked to him.
I miss him. I miss him.
Even thought most of the time,
I didn't like what he had to say.
And a lot of times I got mad at him,
He always said things no one else told me.
Whether it was good or bad,
It was nice to hear something different for a change.
He was never on anyone's side.
Even when it involved his best friend.
Even though it's okay to miss him,
It still doesn't help the fact that he's gone.
(About a friend who passed away in March. )
4.
When I see him, I get a huge smile on my face.
He can always make me feel better,
No matter what.
What I would do without him,
I don't know.
But I do know, that he's my best friend.
And he means the world to me.
(About my "brother")
5.
Just movin along, taking my time.
Trying to figure out what's best for me.
Not gonna let anyone tell me what to do.
Just taking some time for myself.
Not sure what to do.
Gonna take it one step at a time.
6.
I'm sorry that I care.
I'm sorry that I'm just trying to look out for you.
Just trying to be a good sister.
Don't want you to come crying to you when she hurts you.
Obviously I hate to see you sad.
But I'm just trying to help you out.
There are plenty of girls out there who would be lucky to have you.
Why go for dirt?
(About my "brother")
7.
Maybe this could work out between you and me.
You need someone nice and I need someone to save me.
We got nothing to lose, except time.
We were so close before,
Maybe we can get it back to the way it used to be.
(About this guy that I almost had something with a couple of summers ago.)
8.
So what if I have a new guy in my life?
Doesn't mean you have to know everything.
Get off my back, stop messin around.
You know what, he's from out of town.
You don't know him, so stop tryin to find stuff out.
(About my ex.)
9.
I don't understand.
How everyone could believe there is a God out there.
When there are so many bad things happening every day.
Innocent people dying.
Shouldn't they live to have kids. Or grandkids?
With all this hate in the world, and all this disease and sickness, how can there be a God?
People should be able to live until they are old, and die peacefully, with their family around. Without any pain.
Obviously if there was a God, none of this would happen.
There would be no wars.
There would be so disease.
There would be no poverty.
There would be no cruelty.
Everyone would be equal.
There would be no gangs.
There would be no murder.
The world sickens me. It really does. How can people be so ignorant? So cruel? To one another.
It's sickening to think of how people act towards each other.
Treat people with respect, and maybe they'll have some respect towards you.
Atleast that's how I see it.
I'm nice to people until they give me a reason not to be.
I would never be ignorant to someone that did not do anything to me. Why should I?
I have no reason to. I'm not a religious person at all, but I do believe in respect. In treating people the way you would like to be treated.
There are so many spoiled brats out there, that don't appreciate what they have, or don't bother to work for what they have. They want everything handed over to them.
And those stupid sluts. Doing anything and everything with a guy they just met, just to look cool.
Well, newsflash. You're NOT cool. You're quite the pathetic type. We enjoy laughing at you, so if you just want attention, there you have it. You're making yourself look like a fool. But hey, atleast we get a good laugh out of it, right? ;)
(This one goes ALL OVER the place. But I just needed to write. :P )
10.
Memories of you fill my head.
How could I be so stupid and insane.
Can't seem to get you off my mind.
Thanks for your stupid games.
Why did I fall for it?
I thought you truly cared.
But how could you even dare
To be unfair.
I did nothing but love,
But I can't say you're all to blame.
Because once again, I will admit
That I was the one to fall for your stupid game.
Just because I didn't cry.
Doesn't mean I didn't have feelings for you.
And that it doesn't hurt.
Maybe I'm becoming so numb to this feeling,
that I can't cry anymore over it.
You were different. This was different.
I felt so comfortable with you,
But you had to break that comfort zone.
Now I can't even be in the same room as you.
(About my boyfriend right now, when we broke up for a little while. Then, I didn't know it was a misunderstanding and stuff)
11.
Turn around, and come back to me.
I want you. I still want you.
Prove to me that you are worth it.
(About my boyfriend right now.)
12.
I'm not the same anymore.
I have to admit, a lot of shit got to me.
I've been through so much this year, and I've changed.
For the good.
If you don't like me, that's your problem.
I'm living this life for myself.
Tired of bullshit. Tired of other people walking all over me.
I'll say what I have to say, and if you don't like it good for you.
Don't like who I hang out with? Good for you.
Don't like who I date? Well, nobody cares.
Too much shit has happened.
I'm living this life for myself.
13.
Once you lose someone to death, a little piece of you is taken away, and it never really completely comes back. Sure, you heal, you grieve, you get over it. But you never get over it completely.
(About my friend who passed away.)
14.
I don't care about the past.
I care about the present.
I care about the future and what it has to hold for you and I.
Life's too short to worry what others think.
I'm worrying about today.
Because nothing else should matter. <3
(About my boyfriend right now.)
15.
Let's go play under the dark autumn sky.
And feel the cool air on our faces.
Let's run anywhere, our fingers entwined.
As long as you're with me, everything will be fine.
(About my boyfriend right now.)
16.
We knew it would never be easy,
we knew it would take some time.
We knew we'd have to work hard.
But none of that mattered,
because we loved each other.
And there wasn't anything else in the world,
That could make us feel this way...
(Idk, I guess you could say it's about me and my boyfriend right now, but idk. :P )
Anyhooo, hope you guys liked that. :D That's everything I've written since July. :)
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| 1.
No, it's not "whatever." We have a relationship
worth fighting for, and I'm not going to let
this go. Even though we've fought more
than we've laughed lately, I can't just give
up on this. I can't pretend like you never
made a difference in my life. I'll fight
for this if you will.
2.
Because now we're at a point where you
don't care anymore, and I care
about it more than anything in the world.
-credit lovestory_11
3.
It's not that things will change. It's
that reputations follow and that you can't
change your past. You can't change what
people said or how people acted even if
they are different now; and those things
can drag you down like a lead weight in
a pool.
-Written by my friend Heather. Please put my site name for credit if you use this.
4.
Avoiding something doesn't always mean that
you hate it, it could also mean that you
want it but you just know it isn't right.
5.
Sometimes you've got no choice. You panic
and you find the quickest escape possibly,
but after you've escaped from everything,
you start thinking back and realize the
choice you made was maybe the wrong one.
-LLAMA ♥ My picture, please credit me if you take. :P
6.
When was the last time you talked to me?? Seriously,
I feel like I don't even know you and I
would rather leave then stay and watch you
make a fool out of me.
7.
Before you can grow up, you must fall in love 3
times. Once you must fall in love with your best
friend, ruining your friendship forever. This will
teach you who your true friends are, and the fine
line between friendship and more. Once you must
fall in love with someone you believe to be perfect.
You will learn that no one is perfect, and that
you should never be treated as anything less than you
deserve. And once you must fall in love with someone
that is exactly like you. This will teach you about
who you are, and who you want to be. And
when you're through with all that, you learn
that the people who care about you the most
are the ones that you hurt, and the ones that
hurt you are the ones that needed you the
most. But most of all, you learn that love
is only a concept and is not something that
can be defined, it is different to each
and every person on this earth,
knowing that everyone only wants to be loved.
8.
Change. Whether it's as big as moving away,
or as small as a new phone. It's still weird;
it's something that's been the same and now
suddenly not. But there's nothing we can do
but accept it and move on.
credit- dolphinswim1
-I took this picture. Please credit mee :)
9.
Maybe the reason you have to stop loving
a person is because fate chose both
of you to be friends, where forever is a
lot more possibly.
10.
The minute you think you're going to lose
something, it suddenly becomes the most
important thing in your life.
11.
I saw him staring at me. Not glancing, but
blatantly staring. And I wondered if he was
staring at the wreckage he created or if maybe,
just maybe, he regretted hurting me in the first place.
12.
Sometimes you have to be strong for yourself.
You have to know that you're a good person
and a good friend. What's meant to be
will end up good and what's not-won't.
Love is worth fighting for, but sometimes you
can't be the only one fighting. At times,
people need to fight for you. If they don't,
you just have to move on and realize what
you gave them was more than they were
willing to give you.
13.
I'm annoying and I hold grudges. You're paranoid
and overprotective. Let's fall in love.
14.
You never think the last time is the last time. You
never think there won't be more. You think you
have forever, but you don't.
15.
Music blaring. MSN conversations flashing. So much
going around my head. But whoever said these
teenage years would be easy.
-credit- dolphinswim1
16.
When you don't have love, it is like there's a
party going on and everybody was
invited except you, and you just happen to
walk by that house in the rain.
-Dane Cook
17.
My thoughts tend to sound better in books
I didn't write and in the songs I didn't
sing. Even then, sometimes there is no
piece of litterature, no song, no work of art
that can really explain the way you feel.
18.
You're not my type. You're not supposed to be
the guy that I dream about. But for some reason,
I'm not trying to pick myself back up,
because even if I'm not supposed to, there's
no one else who I would rather fall for.
19.
We are not inclined to believe those whom
we do not know because they have never
deceived us.
-Samuel Johnson
20.
I'd rather be a bitch than a hoe, rather
tell it how it is, than blow every boy
I know. Rather be known for what I
do, not who I screw. Wish I could
say the same for you, bitch, hoe, call
me what you please. I ain't the skank
always on my knees.
^My photo. Please credit. :)
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Okay so life update. Surgery went well. Better than i expected. (Y)
As for the boy, we're back together. It turned out that it was a big misunderstanding and that he only told my friend he didn't like me, and broke up with me, cause he heard I was gonna break up with him. I told him how I really feel, and yeah, we're back together.
And my best friend, the one that he said he didn't like me to, absolutely HATED the fact that we were back together. But the night that I had my surgery, she was with him, and he wouldn't stop talking about me, and was being reallly nice to her and her cousin, giving them guy advice and stuff, so i got a text the next day saying she approved of him. And when I asked what happened, she just said that she could tell that he was crazy about me.
I haven't seen him in like...3 weeks? But I get to see him this weekend, so I'm really excited. :)
I think that's it... :P
I'll update when I get like...15 comments or something... :P
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| 1.
I want somebody to sleep with me, and just sleep.
Someone to cuddle up with during a movie,
on a couch. Stay up all night talking about
nothing. Get lost in the woods together.
Challenge me, let me challenge him. Talk about
dreams and make dreams. Have fights, the
kind that only really matter just as long as
you're having them. Someone I can wrestle
with, you know, play hard sometimes and not
worry about braking a nail or an arm. A guy
who will bring me flowers once in a while,
maybe a rock too or a shell of some sort.
Something he saw that made him think of me,
made him think "this might make my girl smile"
as he smiles to himself. A guy who wants me, maybe
even needs me, just a little, enough to hold on to me
with everything he's got.
2.
Music: it's powerful. And you wanna know why?
Because no matter how you're feeling, there's always a
song out there with that one lyric that stands out,
because it describes exactly how you're feeling. And
it's amazing when you hear that lyric for the first time
because you can finally say "OMG, that's
what I'm going through! That explains everything. "
Music is there for you when you can't find the words
on your own.
3.
Don't promise me forever. Just love me day by day.
No one knows the future. We're young, but
that's okay.
-Alexander Rybak
4.
Because we couldn't see each other every day, it
made the times we spent together a lot more special.
5.
I don't need to worry, because I know
everything is gonna be alright.
6.
I'm starting to crave new beginnings, brighter
memories, and happy endings. I crave change.
7.
Walking the streets with you in your
worn out jeans, I can't help but thinking
this is how it's ought to be. Laughing
on the park bench, thinking to myself,
Hey, isn't this easy?
-Taylor Swift
8.
It's an interesting time in your life
because you're trying to act older and mature,
but you really have no idea what you're
doing. You're scared, and it's okay to
be scared. It's okay not to know completely
what you want or what you should be doing
and stumble a bit.
-Milo Ventimiglia
9.
I remember every word you said okay? I'm
not that naive and I'm not that stupid.
I've been broken before, I can deal. I'm
not scared of moving on with my life.
10.
Behind every "I'm fine" is a mind full of
confusion trying to find a way out.
11.
Boy: So what are we?
Girl: I don't know. What do you want to be?
Boy: Whatever makes you happy.
Girl: I'm already happy. So what will make you happy?
Boy: You.
12.
No I didn't fall for you, I was checking gravity. Yup, it still works.
13.
He left you insanely sweet picture comments,
that made you smile whenever you thought
about them. He made you love pictures
that were just sort of "bleh" before. Did
you delete those pictures after he broke
your heart? Yeah...me too.
14.
In that moment I just wanted him to push me hard
against the wall and kiss me. I didn't want to
think anymore. I didn't want to question it.
I just wanted to feel it. Sometimes that's all you
need- is to feel it.
(Have you ever had that kiss, being pushed against the wall? I have. :| :| :| It's amazing...)
15.
There are a lot of things that we don't want to know about the people we love.
16.
Boy: Why don't you like me?
Girl: I do like you. It's just...
Boy: Just what?
Girl: I'm so afraid to fall again.
Boy: This is different.
Girl: How is this any different?
Boy: Because this time, I'll catch you.
17.
The thing is, we say these things now.
And we know how crazy it is to be
talking about a forever together, when
we don't know what forever holds.
The thing about these high school
relationships is, even through all the
uncertainty, is even then there's that
one person you mean it to. You mean it
more than you ever meant it before. And
even though deep down you feel so special,
you know it's all cliché. You know people
have been fooled before. You know people
have been wrong before but you don't care.
It feels real. It is. For now. And the
thing is, it changes you. It really does.
18.
So maybe it doesn't really matter if you wear
your heart on your sleeve or if you
lock it up in a box away from the world,
because in the end, everyone gets hurt.
19.
Where is this going? Thought I knew for
a minute, now I'm not so sure.
20.
Just when you're getting used to something,
everything changes.
21.
It's about a quarter past eight and I'm
waiting on the corner where you said we'd
meet. Well it's about three hours later, and
I'm still standing in the rain. But it's alright
you forgot because my hair needs washing
anyway. It's alright, I'm completely
over it. You must have forgot it was
tonight. Or maybe your grandma's ill or
something, or you broke a limb, got done
in a gang of angry muggers. Or maybe
you're just a fucker.
22.
Find a great song, whether it's disco, or pop or
punk, or whatever. Just turn up your stereo as
high as it goes and dance. And if you have to,
keep dancing until you lose yourself, or until you
find yourself again.
23.
At least I expected the disappointment, right? I
mean, I can't say I was surprised that you didn't
call...once again. But I also can't say that it didn't
hurt any less either.
24.
Take me by the hand, and tell me you would take me anywhere.
25.
Dear pretty boy with my heart, I'm
stealing it back and locking it away,
and hopefully this time it won't
stray into such cold hands again...
26.
I keep all these things bottled up inside me because
I'm afraid no one will care, no one will
listen, no one will understand.
27.
I'm blasting the Taylor Swift songs,
screaming along to the lyrics, because he
was just another asshole who broke me.
28.
Fuck it. Fuck the "he won't know what he has
until it's gone" bullshit. I want a kid
that's gonna know what he has when he
has it, not when it's too late.
29.
Summer isn't a few months off school to tan.
No, summer is a period of time that
allows you to escape reality and enter your dreams.
30.
And everyone who I thought was there for me
ended up gone. Thought I had true friends, a
true guy, but I was wrong. Guess I should've
known all along.
31.
Love is quite strange and unreliable. You
can totally be in love today, and tomorrow
you can be completely confused.
32.
The feeling of being "okay" does not imply that
the person has risen above all his faults and
emotional problems. It merely implies that he
refuses to be paralyzed by them.
33.
They're the people who make your problems
theirs so you won't have to face them alone.
Best Friends.
34.
It's indeed annoying when memories of someone who has decided
to keep distance are constantly
nagging you. Why can't we just erase them
in our minds to prevent us from reminiscing?
After all, no matter how happy these memories
are, all they bring is pain knowing the fact that
they're just all part of the past.
 
Sooooo eff my life?
First of all, my boyfriend broke up with me cause I wouldn't do stuff with him. Well, actually, he told my best friend that he didn't like me and i protected myself like a little girl... And also he broke up with me through my friend... I forgot to get my belt back from him so I asked my friend that goes to his school to get it for me. And when he gave it to her he was like oh yeah, btw, tell her I dump her...
Thennnn, now I have to get surgery on my foot cause the nailplate is too big for my toe. Which means, I'll be on crutches for a week or so...
Thennn I have to do physio for my knees, cause I found out I have Patelo-Femoral Syndrome. I've only been suffering for like what...4 years? Before a doctor figured out what was wrong. So yeah, its a good thing...but it also sucks cause it really hurts and using crutches puts weight on your knees...
Anyways, that's about it. Happy Thanksgiving if you're Canadian! :)
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| o1.
And even though we
know we shouldn't love them, we do and
always will. Because there are just a small
number of people in this world who will
"get" us for the reasons we can't explain,
even when they shouldn't.
o2.
Too often we underestimate the power of a touch,
a smile, a kind word, a listening ear, an
honest complimentm or the smallest act of
caring...all of which have the potential to
turn a life around.
o3.
Without you, I don't have a place that's
safe from all the monsters in my head.
-Jack's Mannequin
o4.
Give me a reason to believe anymore; I need one.
o5.
I've noticed that in the end you think about the beginning.
o6.
Looking back on bad memories is like picking
at a scab; the pain comes back.
o7.
My mobile phone quit as I tried to let my
wife know that I was caught in traffic
and would be late for our anniversary
dinner. I wrote a message on my laptop
asking other motorists to call her, printed
it on a portable ink jet and taped it
to my rear windshield. When I finally
arrived home, my wife gave me the longest
kiss ever. "I really think you love me." she said.
"At least 70 people called me and told me so."
o8.
Really now, I wouldn't mind if that boy woke
me up at 4:37 in the morning and asked me
how to spell a word.
o9.
One broken heart, one "let's just be friends"
can cause a girl to be afraid to ever love again.
1o.
Each night I ask the stars up above why must
I be a teenager in love?
-Teenager in Love by the Red Hot Chili Peppers
11.
You can feel when someone you hold
close to your heart is slipping away,
little by little. It's when the mere
thought of losing a friend can bring
you to tears almost instantly. The
pain you are beginning to feel can
crush your entire heart. Yet everything
that you try to do to solve the problems
only push them further and
further away from you. When the only
chance of getting back to the way
things were in the beginning is to
hope this person realized what
they may be losing.
12.
Strength doesn't come from winning. Your struggles
develop your strengths. When you go through
hardships and decide not to surrender, that is strength.
13.
Holding onto broken hearts, memories are what's
left of us. You're trying too hard to be my friend
and I'm placing all our pictures in these broken frames
to remind me neever to fall in love again.
-Away We Go by Valencia
14.
Maybe it meant nothing to you, but it sure
as hell meant everything to me.
15.
You ask me "what's wrong?" and you
sound so sincere, but I wonder what
you would do if I said everything that
was wrong had to do with you.
16.
I'm not clumsy, I just move faster than I think.
17.
When you're stuck loving someone, all you
wanna do is stay away. But when
that person shows even the smallest
gesture of affection, all your efforts
of moving on go down the drain.
18.
I'm sorry won't cut it for the rest of your life.
Get over yourself and say goodbye.
I hope you realize you threw away the
best thing that ever happened to you.
-Away We Go by Valencia
19.
And I never felt so high as my
back is to the ground. And we're
staring at the stars making faces at
the clouds. But all those days are
gone and the memories put to prest. And
if you want to see my youth you're
gonna have to dig deep in my chest.
-Away We Go by Valencia
2o.
For the past hour, I've been sitting here. Typing,
backspacing, writing, erasing, editing, revising.
Pouring your heart out isn't easy.
21.
Don't say we aren't right for each other, the
way I see it...we aren't right for anyone else.
22.
If our purpose is to find that one person for us,
then how come God created so many people who
we think are for us?
23.
I thought about life, about how we feel lonely,
sometimes to the point of tears, but we don't
let those tears come because we are not
supposed to cry. Or how we feel a surge of
love for a partner but we don't say anything
because we're frozen with fear of what those words might do.
24.
The silence isn't so bad, till I look at my hands and
feel sad cause the spaces between my fingers are right
where yours fit perfectly.
25.
As we grow older, it becomes difficult to just
believe. It's not that we don't want to, but
too much has happened that we just can't.
26.
I don't believe in forever and promises mean nothing to
me. I set my expectations low; someone's gonna get
hurt, but it sure won't be me.
27.
And you know what? I realized something last night.
It's not that I want you to hold my hand, I just
want you to reach for it.
28.
She wants to forget everything about the times when they
were together. Not because she doesn't love him, but
because it hurts too much to remember.
29.
When your song comes on the radio, turn the station.
When the day comes that he realizes what a
mistake he made and tries calling, turn your phone
off. When he tries coming over, don't answer the
door. Think of the broken promises, the lies, the
tears and the wasted moments. Think about how
your heart used to jump when your phone would
vibrate in the middle of the night, and how it
felt to your stomach when you saw
that it wasn't him, and realized once again he
hadn't called when he said he was going to.
30.
If someone wants to talk to you, they'll make the
effort to do so. It's as simple as that.
Songs:
1. Bullet by Jessie James
2. I Look So Good by Jessie James
3. Slam Crunk by Holiday Parade
4. Mixdown by Holiday Parade
5. Crimson Red by Holiday Parade
6. Don't Close Your Eyes by Holiday Parade
7. Time For Me by Holiday Parade
8. Getaway by Holiday Parade
9. Walking By by Holiday Parade
10. My Philosophy by Holiday Parade
11. Never Enough by Holiday Parade
12. Big Mouth by Jessie James
13. Wanted by Jessie James
14. Beautiful Disaster by Jon McLaughlin
15. Butterflies by A Phoenix Forever
16. Broken by Seether and Amy Lee
17. I'm Not Ready to Make Nice by The Dixie Chicks
18. Doesn't Remind Me by Audioslave
19. Here Comes Goodbye by Rascal Flatts
20. She Wolf by Shakira
21. Knock You Down by Keri Hilson
22. Fire Burning on the Dance Floor by Sean Kingston
23. White Horse Cover by Stephen Jerzak
24. Summer Girl by Stereos
25. Dead End Countdown by The New Cities
26. Stars by Switchfoot
27. Oh Gravity! by Switchfoot
28. I Dare You to Move by Switchfoot
29. Gone by Switchfoot
30. This is Your Life by Switchfoot
31. Meant to Live by Switchfoot
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We become attached to what's familiar and
sometimes we hold onto things that are
safe and predictable even if they are
bad for us.
2.
I'm not sure if I'm happy or completely
lost right now. Definitely a little
lost, but aren't we all? I have
no idea what I'm doing in my life,
or where I'm going. And I think I'm
okay with that right now. For the
first time in a while, I noticed that I've
changed. Maybe for the best, maybe not.
But does it realy matter? When we
change, we can never go back. Each
day is a chemical reaction, you can tell
something has happened because it can
never go back to what it was. A new
substance has formed; the process cannot
be reversed.
3.
Deep down, she knew better, but her crazy heart didn't.
4.
There are those hearts that never mend
again once they are broken. Or if they
do mend, they heal themselves in a crooked
and lopsided way, as if sewn together
by a careless craftsman.
-The Tale of Despereaux
5.
After all, how many ways can one heart be
mangled and still be expected to keep beating?
6.
I know you love me. The question is how much?
7.
Running away from her feelings was the only thing she knew how to do.
8.
It's the things that you don't see coming that are strong enough to kill you.
9.
I don't know. I guess today is just one of those
days where the rainy, dark cloud above my head
likes me a little too much.
10.
She'd been hurt many times before this. You'd
think it would be routine by now. You'd think
she wouldn't let this get to her. But the trith
is, she trusted you.
11.
Just shut up and tell me I mean something to you.
12.
And sometimes when your mind gets going,
you just can't seem to get it to stop.
It's like never ending spinning, going
around and around, thinking
about those things you don't
really want to know about yourself.
But you can't get it to stop. The
thoughts just clog your mind, your
every movement. You can't do anything
without thinking, and eventually, you
just don't want to think anymore,
but really, it's all you've got.
13.
You cannot go back in time, even if you
wish it with every fiber of your being,
your heart and soul, even if you think
about it every day. Trust me, I know.
14.
I'm just gonna keep my eyes closed.
Because this is lik that moment in the
morning when you first wake up and
you're still half asleep and everything
seems...things are possible, dreams
feel true and for that one moment
between waking and dreaming,
anything can be real...and then you
open your eyes and the sun hits you
and realize, I'm just gonna keep my eyes shut.
15.
And if you look a little closer, you'll see
that if a person believes that life is terrible,
they'll constantly look for proof of this,
to confirm their view of the world. They'll
find quotes and situations and events in their
life and magnify them a hundred times. If
a person believes that life is wonderful, they'll
behave in a similar manner to the previous
person with their view of the world. Often, this
is the same person on different days of the week.
16.
I honestly couldn't tell anyone why I loved
you. I just always had this feeling that
we weren't meant to be together.
17.
Sometimes there's nothing to say. Sometimes
silence expresses more than words. Picking
up the phone, dialing a number, it can
do more damage than good. But humans
are afflicted with this obsessive desire
to talk things to death. So we make
things worse, just by trying to make it better.
18.
Finding true love is like searching for a
beautiful flower in a cactus patch.
But once found, the pain from the
search is forgotten.
19.
I'm losing hope and fading dreams and every
single memory along the way.
20.
We all have an enormous capacity for
believing in anything that will provide us
with a bit of comfort.
21.
Boy: What's the worst feeling in the world?
Girl: Being in love with someone who
feels the same way...just not about you.
22.
Why are all boys like this? One second they're
your best friend. Then, as soon as they
like you, they're super sweet. Then you
date them, and they turn into another asshole.
23.
Wish you were here. Wish I was there. Wish it
was different. Wish wishes came true. I'd wish you back.
24.
Like seeing a gangster on a skateboard, you boy, you confuse me.
25.
He made my heart soar. He made my heart sore.
26.
As you drift further into the past, my memory
of you fractures and splinters until all I
can clearly remember is not a picture, but
a feeling.
27.
Trust is a huge deal for me. Lose my trust? Yeah,
you'll probably never get it back.
28.
I want a trip inside your head, spend the
day there, hear the things you haven't said,
see what you see. I wanna hear when
you call do you feel anything at all?? I wanna
see your thoughts take shapes and walk right out.
Books
1. Shattering Glass
Music
1. All Around Me by Flyleaf
2. Away We Go by Valencia
3. Twenty Years by Augustana
4. I Got a Feeling by the Black Eyed Peas
5. Already Gone by Kelly Clarkson
6. The Permanent Rain by the Dangerous Summer
7. I Will Not Bow by Breaking Benjamin
8. Closer to Love by Matt Kearney
9. Too Pretty by State of Shock
10. Cheated on Me by Gavin Degraw
11. Dark Blue by Jack's Mannequin
12. Love Drunk by Boys Like Girls
13. Best Days by Graham Colton Band
14. Use Somebody by Kings of Leon
15. Fallin For You by Colbie Caillat
16. 519 by Matt Wertz
17. Wild at Heart by Gloriana
18. Just a Dream by Carrie Underwood
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Just take my hand, I don't care where we go. As long as you're with me, it's okay. <3 